The latest buzz that doesn't really buzz...

Well it's been a while since I have posted a blog. I don't even know if anyone even reads my blog, and I guess whether ya do or ya don't it really doesn't matter. I think it's just good to write down my thoughts somewhere. I have an extreme headache right now and I am a little out of it but I am gonna try to push through this blog. 

I just got back from Florida about a week ago, and I am so sad that I had to come back to Seattle. I am pretty sure that I am gonna be moving there sometime in 2009.  The Latin music scene there is so much more than the Latin music scene here in Seattle. Not to mention the obvious...the weather is much more favorable. I know I have a lot of contacts here and I am doing ok here. But I really don't see myself growing much more as an artist here. The majority of the people that I work with over here are pretty much just doing music for the hell of it, whereas I want to make this my career. How can I expect to get serious results if I am not around other serious musicians.  It's a tough decision to make, but I think that this is the best move for me. I am really nervous about my decision because starting all over is gonna suck for a while.  But I know that I just have to be confident in my abilities as an artist and put myself out there and just push for my dream.  Though I really want to move out of here, it's really hard because I need to save money for the move and I don't have a job STILL. What are these things called jobs and how do you get them? Seriously, why can I not get a job? I apply everyday and I have revised my resume several times to match what I think an employer would look for, but still NO LUCK.  Does anyone out there have any encouraging advice for me? It would really mean a lot...